You've lost that loving feeling
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Jul 29: Novelty
Summer here in Kyrgyzstan has been two things: slow and hot. Hot as in around 110F (supposedly hotter in a few weeks, awesome) and slow as in just studying and finishing up work on a few grants. It hasn’t been without its own excitement and visitors, but summer has definitely been a time to relax and let my mind wander.
I reread a few old emails today. It’s amazing the energy and curiosity that they exude, each person fascinated by this strange trip to Central Asia. Even my replies and early blog entries were laced with this almost childish perkiness and idealism for what the other side of the world held. Recent emails (and my own notes) have lost that electric feeling:
“Yeah things are fine.”
“Same old same old.”
“Nothing new.”
“Meh.”
These are what I read these days haha. Certainly, the novelty for living in Kyrgyzstan has worn off for myself, but it’s funny to realize that it’s lost its newness among friends and family as well. I guess I could spice things up by talking about green giraffes in the streets, the gorilla who delivers my mail, or the brontosaurus I ride to school every day, but then I wouldn’t be telling the truth.
Would it matter?
Summer here in Kyrgyzstan has been two things: slow and hot. Hot as in around 110F (supposedly hotter in a few weeks, awesome) and slow as in just studying and finishing up work on a few grants. It hasn’t been without its own excitement and visitors, but summer has definitely been a time to relax and let my mind wander.
I reread a few old emails today. It’s amazing the energy and curiosity that they exude, each person fascinated by this strange trip to Central Asia. Even my replies and early blog entries were laced with this almost childish perkiness and idealism for what the other side of the world held. Recent emails (and my own notes) have lost that electric feeling:
“Yeah things are fine.”
“Same old same old.”
“Nothing new.”
“Meh.”
These are what I read these days haha. Certainly, the novelty for living in Kyrgyzstan has worn off for myself, but it’s funny to realize that it’s lost its newness among friends and family as well. I guess I could spice things up by talking about green giraffes in the streets, the gorilla who delivers my mail, or the brontosaurus I ride to school every day, but then I wouldn’t be telling the truth.
Would it matter?



